This week I looked out over an audience of only 38 people. We are allowed 50, but Illinois had a huge snow storm and some of our audience decided not to come.
I always stand in the corner of the balcony at curtain call and glance over to see the audience’s reactions. Will they give the cast a standing ovation? Will they grudgingly stand or enthusiastically reward the cast for their performances? Were they moved by the performances or bored silly?
This past Saturday the cast of Noah! finished the first part of an extended run. We had performed for three weeks. We will now take three weeks off and then come back ready to perform again. Covid restrictions has reduced us from allowing 198 audience members to only 50. It is really empty in there.
(Photo by Francisco Montes)
This show is emotional and tiring and these eight characters give it their all. In fact, so does the technical crew, stage crew, box office and front of the house. So when I saw the audience enthusiastically stand to applaud, I was thrilled. We all worked as hard for 38 people as we would have for 198.
I felt a little badly for them. As an actor, director, we all want sold out, full houses. It is so quiet in the theater with such a small house.
Don’t get me wrong! We are super thrilled to be able to perform! But, what would it be like if night after night we could have the audience of 198? It might not change the performance, but would it change us?
Acting involves a great deal of collaboration from many people. As you build/create your characters you also build/create a relationship with the other cast members. The costumes add a layer to your performance as the hair/make-up and tech also does. Live theater is important because you must be FULLY PRESENT with another group of FULLY PRESENT people to truly be authentic. And especially after this past year, I believe that live theater is not only good and enjoyable, but also necessary for the human spirit.
- Theater reminds us that we are not alone. We share each experience with the audience and actors. We connect. Actors and audience agree for a time period that we will take a journey together. Perhaps we will laugh, perhaps cry, but we will do it together.
- Live theater is never the same. The script is the same and the actors are consistent. But acting is reacting so if one actor has a little different emotion or reaction it might cause the next actor to react differently. It is a unique experience each night.
- Live theater allows us to forget, laugh, weep and many other emotions. For just a brief moment in time we are insulated and can forget the troubles of our days and lives.
So why do we do theater?
Because we want to be that person that can share that experience with a room of strangers. I heard recently that audience’s hearts beat together as one. I’m not sure how that was proven, but if it is indeed true it is a beautiful thought. We are sharing a moment that is so unique that will never be the same. We also want to be that performer that makes the woes of the world disappear.
If that is true, then changing even one person’s life is worth it all.
Large audiences might be a rush, but there is an intimacy in a smaller one. The person is the same. Let’s connect. Let’s take this journey together.
Why do you do theater? How do you feel about performing for small audiences? How does it make you as an audience member feel?
I’d love to hear from you!
Until next time,
This is just me-talking to you-from the wings!
7 thoughts on “Why Do Theater?”
Thank you ALL for persevering! I can’t wait to see it in March. Until then, get a good rest.😊
Persevere! That is a great word! Thank you for the encouragement! See you soon!
I miss you all so much. When we get vaccinated or the numbers drop significantly then we will be back. Yes, watching live theater together is an emotional experience, especially done among best friends. I have not seen my friends in a year! When we finally get together it will be very emotional.
So true! I miss seeing your smiling face as well! I’m praying that this will all be over soon and we can move on to the new normal!
Eric Liddell said: “I believe that God made me for a purpose. But He also made me fast, and when I run, I feel His pleasure.” Acting/singing is something God has given me to do and I feel He’s pleased when I do it for His glory. That’s what makes working with OTP so satisfying. The fellowship of other believers who seek to glorify God through theatre is a blessing.
I don’t know His eternal purposes in it, but I can tell you I love the camaraderie of cast and crew working together to create a work of art that thrills and inspires whole audiences. I love the individual testimonies of joy, deeper thinking, or being drawn to God that are shared by people whether behind stage, on stage, or watching the stage. Theatre gives me all of this and I love being an agent in sharing it with others.
Thanks for getting me to think about the “why” of doing theatre!
This is beautiful! And such a great reminder of a quote by Eric Liddell! Thank you so much for sharing your heart and your talent!